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Even Though I Knew the End

by C.L. Polk

3.80 Goodreads
(20.6K ratings)

Why You'll Love This

She already knows she's going to hell — the only question is whether she can buy three more days with the woman she loves first.

  • Great if you want: sapphic noir with real romantic stakes and supernatural edge
  • The experience: tightly wound and bittersweet — reads in one breathless sitting
  • The writing: Polk writes doom as tenderness — every sentence carries emotional weight
  • Skip if: you want sprawling world-building — this is deliberately slim and contained

About This Book

Chicago in the 1930s, a soul already bargained away, and three days to catch a killer before an eternity of consequences arrives. C.L. Polk's novella centers on an exiled auspex — a reader of omens and divine signs — who takes one last impossible job for the most human of reasons: the chance to grow old beside the woman she loves. The stakes are personal and cosmic at once, and that tension between doomed fate and stubborn hope gives the story an ache that lingers well past its final page.

At under 150 pages, this is a book that does nothing carelessly. Polk writes with the compression of a poet — every scene earns its place, every detail of the period atmosphere does double duty as mood and meaning. The sapphic romance at the center never feels incidental; it's the moral core the whole dark, glamorous world orbits. Readers who love noir with genuine emotional weight, or fantasy that treats tenderness as seriously as magic, will find this slim volume punches far above its length.