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Self-Portrait with Boy

by Rachel Lyon

Narrated by Julia Whelan

3.72 ABR Score (2.3K ratings)
★ 3.79 Goodreads (2.2K) ★ 4.13 Audible (93)
9h 40m Released 2018 Literature & Fiction

Why Listen?

Julia Whelan's performance captures the unbearable tension of a woman torn between artistic ambition and moral ruin—she makes you feel the weight of Lu's impossible choice in every pause.

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About This Audiobook

Lu Rile struggles as a photographer in 1990s New York, juggling multiple jobs while caring for her aging father and facing the threat of losing her warehouse home to developers. When she accidentally captures a tragic image of a young boy falling past her window while taking a self-portrait, Lu discovers she has created her most powerful work yet. The haunting photograph could launch her career, but using it would mean exploiting the death of her neighbor's child. As Lu grows closer to Kate, the grieving mother, their relationship deepens into something intimate and complex, forcing Lu to confront an impossible choice between artistic ambition and human compassion.

Julia Whelan delivers a nuanced performance that captures Lu's internal struggle with remarkable sensitivity. Her narration moves seamlessly between the protagonist's professional desperation and emotional vulnerability, allowing listeners to feel the weight of each moral dilemma. Whelan's pacing mirrors the story's gradual build of tension, creating an atmosphere of unease that makes the ethical questions feel immediate and personal. The audio format intensifies the intimacy of Lyon's character study, drawing listeners directly into Lu's conscience as she wrestles with fame, art, and love.