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The Push

by Ashley Audrain

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About This Book

Blythe Connor wanted to be a different kind of mother than the one she had — warmer, steadier, present. But from the moment her daughter Violet arrives, something feels off in ways Blythe can't quite name. Her husband dismisses her unease. Her own history makes her doubt her instincts. The Push lives in that queasy space between maternal love and maternal dread, asking a question that cuts to the bone: what happens when the family you built doesn't feel like yours?

Ashley Audrain writes in a stripped-down second person that is disorienting by design — Blythe addresses her husband directly, which creates an intimacy that quickly curdles into something claustrophobic. The prose is controlled and precise, never overexplaining, letting the reader sit with uncertainty long past the point of comfort. The structure toggles between past and present, slowly revealing the shape of what went wrong in a way that implicates the reader in the process of deciding whom to believe. It's a book about unreliable perception written from inside the unreliable mind — and that formal choice makes all the difference.